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In traditional Chinese medicine, black sesame seeds have sweet and neutral properties, and are associated with the Kidney and Liver meridians.

Black sesame seeds are an extremely good source of calcium; studies have shown that one gram of seeds contains approximately 85 milligrams of calcium. Black sesame seeds also have high amounts of protein, phosphorous, iron and magnesium. Black sesame seeds are used to help patients recover from serious illnesses and fevers, treat constipation and promote regular bowel movements. Some practitioners recommend using black sesame seeds with polygonum to keep a person's hair looking rich and dark.

Brocollis




Button mushrooms


Beef bolognese sauce


Sweet and sour sauce for the chickens


Prawns and mushrooms sauce for the brocolli

Hope my friends liked it even though they did not taste so nice, at least i cooked it with my love :)

Love Nanna

Hi how are you today?

My body is getting worse, terrible headache, still feverish and drowsy. Taken my medicine, laying in bed and trying to make myself fall asleep, yet i failed. I feel so restless...Friday in two days, I've packed some stuffs that i need for the reunion party at the Sentosa resort for 2 nights. Now I am just wishing for a swiftly recovery so that i can join the reunion party in two days.

I did not know what i should pack for 2 nights, put all the stuffs that i need together, wow.. it's a lot to bring. Not yet towels, shampoos, creams and lotions. How am i going to survive for backpacking if i went for one?. Well maybe i am just not suitable for being a backpacker. It is so cool to travel all over the world with just a backpack,isn't it?

This is Lulu↓

This is Lola↓

Printed these 2 pictures today..pretty nice :)
Looking at the picture, i was very happy :)

Hi, how are you today?

As for me, still very sad and struggling to get better from my fever. I actually feel uncomfortable, sort of discomfited and heavy inside my sadness today.

Yesterday, on my way to the clinic, I saw there was this old man around 70-75 years old who was sitting at the public seating area near the train station very unconsciously, there was a lot of people looking at him and a doctor was checking on him too. I took a glance at him as it was too crowded, I had a feeling that he was going to die soon, he looked very pale and almost look like a dead corpse( i saw several times of corpses in my life and i know how the dead people looks like). I talked to myself,"hang on old man, there is no way that you should die here, its all strangers, keep it up, keep breathing so that you can see your families for the last time".

Today because of my cold, i went to the clinic, walked pass the public seating area near the train station again, i saw some chinese hmm what do we call that in english? they burnt josssticks and papers at the place where the old man died(it's a chinese culture). I realized the old man passed away yesterday there. I feel very sad for him, may him rest in peace.

Human comes and goes, born and die alone. It makes me worried about myself, what if nobody want to marry me and i can't have baby anymore, am i going to live alone until i grow old like this? until my last breath?. Or is it because i am too pessimist? should i have faith? Can someone really love me and accept me? I don't know and i do not want to think about it. This blog entry really does not lead me anywhere except for tears....